It was a normal Wednesday night. I came home from work, whipped up some dinner, laid down on my couch and watched some mind numbing television.
Then i get a text
Her : hey what are you doing tonight
Me : nothing much where are you?
Her : I’m at a concert
Me : oh rub it in my face =)
Her : lol i was seeing if u were busy later haha
Her : are you gonna be in the city tonight?
Me : yeah im tired i might sleep early
A few hours later
Ring Ring Ring
Her : Hey “SAM” what are you doing?
Me : (thinking crap why did i pick up) I’m just watching some tv, whats up
Her : I’m done with my concert im on my way up to your place! (giggle)
me : your coming over? when did you decide on that (chuckle)
Her : from the text messages!
Me : hmm, ok i’m gonna take a shower lets go grab a drink!
Her : Sure! See you later
At this point i need to explain to you the situation,
I’ve been sleeping with this girl for over half a year, we sometimes travel together, meet up on the weekends for brunch and museums, and even help each other out with work. but i dont really like her… I’ll admit i use to use her for sex, but now the tables have turned. she comes to me every once in a while like a puppy with her tail between her legs and sad puppy eyes. I fall for it each time,,, but today was the day i drew the line.
I showered and got dressed. I made her wait awhile at the bar alone to see if she gets angry but no cigar. I arrive and see her with a drink for me and herself. We make some small chat about the concert she just saw and all i can think of is,,, “SAM” Tell her to go home! two drinks later i still couldn’t do it. Instead i invited her back to my place.
We get home, she takes a shower while i get changed. We get into bed and she starts to put her arms all over me, now any other day i would have been like fuck yeah! lets do this shit! but today was different. I had a great day, i didnt wanna end it by giving in to some pity sex. we lied in bed and i pushed her aside and said “where is this going”, i could sense her fear. Her body tensed up as if i just hit her gspot, but not in a good way. she said thank god you asked.
I would get into details but this conversation lasted for what seemed like hours. It consisted of her reliving stuff that we’ve done together and me explaining how it didn’t mean the same to me as it did to her. As we talked she would brush her body against mine and i tried so hard not to be turned on but, i am a guy. She would joke around about how she knows me sexually and can get what she wants from me. I pretended to enjoy it and hoped she wouldn’t take it any further then teasing me.
At around 5am, i just said “you know what, we can continue what we have going but i want you to know that i dont see us together, not never, but not now” to this she says fine, i hope you figure out what you really want. And after that, i spooned her to sleep and 3 hours later i had to rush off to work, We said our goodbyes as we went into separate cabs.
Where is this going? I’d say, one way trip to nowhere.
SAM
-Usually my post would be more about … well to be frank, SEX… but this just happened last night and its fresh as apple pie in my head. Stay tuned for more every week!
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